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On Becoming a Mother

Having a baby shakes up your world, on a practical level but also on a deeply emotional level. I found that not just my daily life and relationships were changed, but my very identity came into question.

Before I had my first baby, I thought I knew myself reasonably well, my faults and failures and where I excelled. I thought I knew my good and bad points but these are now all suddenly magnified and tested as you are pushed to your very limit and a just bit further.

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Faith, Family

What’s your hurry?

I am upstairs with my baby boy, rocking and singing and swaying and patting. I’m hoping he will fall asleep soon, my arm is starting to go dead and I just so badly want to put him down so I can go downstairs and read one of my parenting blogs I save especially for nap time.

It was in this moment God spoke to me and reminded me just to stop and listen to His guidance.

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Faith, Family

On the edge

Just before I set off on one of our many walks to the shops with my 2 year old daughter Sophia, I knelt down and looked her in the eye and gently held onto her arm so that she can hear me. I say ‘You must stay near me today Sophia, don’t run off or hang back, I need to keep you safe’.

My daughter is wonderfully engaging, lively and defiant courageous, and so she needs this warning before we leave.

After months of dealing with an escapee toddler, she hears my warning and decides to try something different.

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God is close to those whose hearts are breaking

We were very excited to embark on the journey of becoming parents; a decision made after much thought and after Matt had done all his budgeting spreadsheets and ticked off all the boxes (house, car, happy relationship). We then decided, ‘we are ready… now for the fun bit!’

We were I guess a little naïve about the minefield of trying for a baby and potential pain that was ahead.

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